A long, long time ago I stoped breathing, just for an instant, I stoped.
In that instant I didn't let the oxygen in, in that instant I imersed in a universe full of nothing.
And than started to rain, my universe full of nothing became full of water and than was no oxygen to let in. Was no life.
Were I was going was even a place with floor, land, air or sun. I was going to die.
Somewhere in the middle of society, in the middle of world I lost my way, my rode, my soul. I forgot how to live, I forgot everything significant to remember all the crap that is a part of world.
Was raining, was cold, I couldn't move and I fell, the time had stoped but I was still feeling the rain in my skin, I was still feeling the cold in my spine but besides that, I was feeling the air entering, I was breathing again, I was breathing for life and I saw the rainbow.
I'm still lost, I still don't know where I belong, I don't know what I want or what I want to do but I know that I'm somewhere over the rainbow.
More than ever, now, I know how to live, I know that I can belong to many places while many places can belong to me, I know that, until now, in every places I've been I let a little piece of me, one day, someone will tell a story, my story.
I know how all the problems existents are capable to afect somebody, but I could see they only afect us if we let them.
PS: guess what?
In that instant I didn't let the oxygen in, in that instant I imersed in a universe full of nothing.
And than started to rain, my universe full of nothing became full of water and than was no oxygen to let in. Was no life.
Were I was going was even a place with floor, land, air or sun. I was going to die.
Somewhere in the middle of society, in the middle of world I lost my way, my rode, my soul. I forgot how to live, I forgot everything significant to remember all the crap that is a part of world.
Was raining, was cold, I couldn't move and I fell, the time had stoped but I was still feeling the rain in my skin, I was still feeling the cold in my spine but besides that, I was feeling the air entering, I was breathing again, I was breathing for life and I saw the rainbow.
I'm still lost, I still don't know where I belong, I don't know what I want or what I want to do but I know that I'm somewhere over the rainbow.
More than ever, now, I know how to live, I know that I can belong to many places while many places can belong to me, I know that, until now, in every places I've been I let a little piece of me, one day, someone will tell a story, my story.
I know how all the problems existents are capable to afect somebody, but I could see they only afect us if we let them.
PS: guess what?
Lovely *
ResponderEliminarSomewhere over the rainbow way up high and the dreams that you dream of once in a lullaby.
ResponderEliminarSomewhere over the rainbow blue birds fly and the dreams that you dream of dreams really do come true.
Someday I'll wish upon a star wake up where the clouds are far behind me where trouble melts like lemon drops high above the chimney top thats where you'll find me.
Well I see trees of green and red roses too,
I'll watch them bloom for me and you and I think to myself what a wonderful world.
Well I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white and the brightness of day I like the dark and I think to myself what a wonderful world.
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by I see friends shaking hands
Saying, "How do you do?"
They're really saying, I... I love you
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I just have to tell you, Cam, to share with you that sacred part of my inner, secret life, the thoughts I think that everyone has but does not always say. I know that sometimes pride gets in the way of expressing emotions. I believe that is the cause of my reticence in telling you how I feel sometimes, that and the fact that passion in an extreme state can be scary, you almost just want to shut it away for fear that it will eventually destroy you. I think of my feelings, my "adoring style" for you not with craving or with hope or even desire, but just with a kind of wonder that such things could be. You have opened my eyes to how life should feel. I can promise you this, I will never again settle for less. But, at this time in both of our lives, we are surrounded by possibilities of choice, open doors and wide horizons, which I know, may come between us.
ResponderEliminarGuess What?
Obrigada :)
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